{"id":4472,"date":"2018-05-04T15:30:19","date_gmt":"2018-05-04T13:30:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shqip.al\/?p=4472"},"modified":"2018-05-04T15:31:17","modified_gmt":"2018-05-04T13:31:17","slug":"rrefimi-i-te-bijes-lasgush-poradecit-i-kerkuan-vjershe-per-enver-hoxhen-u-be-gati-te-vriste-veten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shqip.al\/rrefimi-i-te-bijes-lasgush-poradecit-i-kerkuan-vjershe-per-enver-hoxhen-u-be-gati-te-vriste-veten\/","title":{"rendered":"Rr\u00ebfimi i t\u00eb bij\u00ebs: Lasgush Poradecit i k\u00ebrkuan vjersh\u00eb p\u00ebr Enver Hoxh\u00ebn, u b\u00eb gati t\u00eb vriste veten!"},"content":{"rendered":"

Rr\u00ebfimi i s\u00eb bij\u00ebs: P\u00ebrndjekja e tmerrshme q\u00eb i b\u00ebnte Sigurimi i Shtetit, Lasgush Poradecit. Tentoi t\u00eb vriste veten, kur i k\u00ebrkuan poezi p\u00ebr Enverin<\/p>\n

N\u00eb emisionin \u201cDosja K\u201d, n\u00eb Report TV, historia e persekutimit t\u00eb Lasgush Poradecit, e d\u00ebshmuar n\u00eb ditar\u00ebt e poetit\u2026<\/p>\n

Nga Admirina Pe\u00e7i<\/p>\n

Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb viteve t\u00eb regjimit komunist, Lasgush Poradeci p\u00ebrmendej n\u00eb libra si poet i viteve \u201930-t\u00eb. Mes tij dhe regjimit ekzistonte nj\u00eb marrdh\u00ebnie e \u00e7uditshme q\u00eb prodhonte n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e poetit, persekutim deri n\u00eb sfilitje. N\u00eb dukje ai ishte l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb harres\u00eb, nj\u00eb i vdekur p\u00ebr s\u00eb gjalli, duke i p\u00ebrmendur vet\u00ebm vepr\u00ebn e viteve t\u00eb paraluft\u00ebs. Pas luft\u00ebs, n\u00eb vitet 1944- 1947, vitet e zhdukjes n\u00eb mas\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ajk\u00ebs intelektuale t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, poeti brilant jetonte n\u00eb kryeqytet me t\u00eb shoqen, i papun\u00eb.<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr Lasgushin, poetin e p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsive, shkenc\u00ebtarin e doktoruar n\u00eb Graz, regjimi kishte gjetur ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb mund\u00ebsi pun\u00ebsimi tejejt jet\u00ebshkurt\u00ebr pran\u00eb Institutit t\u00eb Shkencave.<\/p>\n

Pas k\u00ebsaj p\u00ebr t\u2019i ulur qaf\u00ebn e p\u00ebr t\u2019ia mbajtur shpirtin nd\u00ebr dh\u00ebmb\u00eb, e pun\u00ebsuan si p\u00ebrkthyes me norm\u00eb pran\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb botuese shtet\u00ebrore \u201cNaim Frash\u00ebri\u201d, ku punoi deri n\u00eb vitin 1974, vit kur edhe doli n\u00eb pension.<\/p>\n

Por edhe pas daljes n\u00eb pension Lasgushi nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqej i qet\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn dhe krijimtarin\u00eb e tij. Ai nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnte jet\u00eb poeti. Regjimi do t\u00eb gjente dhjetra dredhi p\u00ebr t\u2019ia nxir\u00eb jet\u00ebn, deri dit\u00ebn e 12 n\u00ebntorit 1987, kur Lasgushi, i mbylli syt\u00eb p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb varf\u00ebri t\u00eb plot\u00eb e i p\u00ebrndjekur.<\/p>\n

Gjat\u00eb viteve t\u00eb pleq\u00ebris\u00eb, nga 1974-deri n\u00eb 1987, vit kur Lasgushi mbylli syt\u00eb, regjimi komunist do ta shtonte survejimin ndaj tij. P\u00ebrball\u00eb k\u00ebtij survejimi, poeti kishte arm\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb pazakonta, por gjith\u00ebsesi l\u00ebndimet n\u00eb shpirtin e tij do t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb pap\u00ebrshkrueshme. Disa episode t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb poetit rrefyer nga e bija, Marie Poradeci na d\u00ebshmojn\u00eb nj\u00eb persekutim t\u00eb pangjash\u00ebm e t\u00eb pand\u00ebrprer\u00eb, me t\u00eb cilin ai u p\u00ebrball gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj klime armiq\u00ebsore me regjimin.<\/p>\n

Maria thot\u00eb:\u00a0\u201cDuke lexuar ditaret e tij kam par\u00eb se ai gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs ka qen\u00eb n\u00eb oponenc\u00eb me regjimin sepse nj\u00eb njeri me kultur\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb mos ishte n\u00eb oponenc\u00eb me at\u00eb regjim q\u00eb e urrente kultur\u00ebn. Lasgushi e dinte dhe e thoshte shpesh: Armiku i komunizmit \u00ebsht\u00eb njeriu q\u00eb mendon\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Sipas saj, ora e Lasgushit nuk kishte t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin rit\u00ebm me or\u00ebn e shqiptar\u00ebve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, aq m\u00eb pak me or\u00ebn e regjimit komunist. Maria e shpjegon bukur k\u00ebt\u00eb kufi t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm kohor q\u00eb ai kishte ngritur mes tij dhe regjimit e krejt shoq\u00ebris\u00eb shqiptare t\u00eb atyre viteve.<\/p>\n

\u201cKur ne ishim n\u00eb Pogradec, babi e kishte zakon q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb dilte mbrapa kalas\u00eb. Mbrapa kalas\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb bukuri e madhe dhe nj\u00eb pamje e mahnitshme e liqenit. Dhe babi i shijonte k\u00ebto bukuri dhe thoshte: \u201cDua t\u00eb rri sa m\u00eb larg njer\u00ebzve sepse un\u00eb atje flas me Per\u00ebndin\u00eb\u201d. Ne, edhe kur laheshim n\u00eb liqen, n\u00eb periudh\u00ebn e ver\u00ebs kur ishte edhe mami, sepse ajo kthehej pastaj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb sepse fillonte shkolla, ne shkonim dhe laheshim larg, laheshim posht\u00eb te lumi i Trahanit, si\u00e7 i thon\u00eb n\u00eb Pogradec. Atje babi kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb si zgav\u00ebr te shelgjishtet dhe ne futeshim dhe rrinim gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn. Un\u00eb dhe Nina ishim t\u00eb vogla dhe i thoshim: \u201cPo ne baba, pse nuk lahemi me kalamajt\u00eb e tjer\u00eb?\u201d. \u201cSepse atje \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb bij\u00eb e babk\u00ebs, se ne atje flasim me Per\u00ebndin\u00eb. Sa m\u00eb larg njer\u00ebzve, bij\u00eb e babk\u00ebs, m\u00eb mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dhe k\u00ebshtu u m\u00ebsuam dhe k\u00ebshtu neve kishim jet\u00ebn ton\u00eb. Jeta jon\u00eb nuk ngjante me at\u00eb t\u00eb asnj\u00eb prej familjeve t\u00eb tjera dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb e diktonte babai yn\u00eb. E diktonte babai yn\u00eb sepse at\u00eb q\u00eb nuk mundi dot regjimi komunist t\u00eb kuptonte me injoranc\u00ebn e vet te babai yn\u00eb, ishte se ora biologjike e Lasgushit ishte ndryshe nga ajo e gjith\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. I gjith\u00eb ritmi i jet\u00ebs s\u00eb Lasgushit ishte ndryshe nga ritmi i gjith\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. Ai ndryshe zgjohej, ndryshe ushqehej, ndryshe flinte, edhe kur dilte ishte ndryshe. Dhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb tij, thell\u00ebsisht shpirt\u00ebrore q\u00eb ai b\u00ebnte, p\u00ebr ta mundur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb budallall\u00ebkun dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb injoranc\u00ebn q\u00eb e rrethonte, ai dilte mbrapa kalas\u00eb ose dilte nga kroi i Streg\u00ebs n\u00eb Pogradec, ose dilte nga qoshku. Edhe neve na merrte dhe ishte e \u00e7uditshme se, edhe kur ishte bari i lart\u00eb un\u00eb i thosha: \u201cBaba, kam frik\u00eb se mos ka gjarp\u00ebr\u201d, ai m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjej: \u201cNuk ka gjarp\u00ebr, t\u00eb them un\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ka. Kalo\u201d. Dhe at\u00eb q\u00eb ta thoshte babi, ashtu ishte.<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u00ebn survejimin e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb Sigurimit<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00cbsht\u00eb gati komike marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnia e Lasgushit me njer\u00ebzit e Sigurimit q\u00eb e ndiqnin hap pas hapi. N\u00eb mendjen e tyre, kushedi \u00e7far\u00eb bluanin p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb poet t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm, i cili sa here shkonte n\u00eb Pogradec, me konk\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr dore, merrte rrugicat e ngushta mes shkurreve dhe ngjitej pothuajse \u00e7do dit\u00eb n\u00eb kala. \u00c7far\u00eb b\u00ebnte ai burr\u00eb me qenin e tij \u00e7do dit\u00eb atje lart? P\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit e Sigurimit, ky rast ngjallte dyshime t\u00eb m\u00ebdha! Ata, sipas mendjes s\u00eb tyre, e ndiqnin n\u00eb fsheht\u00ebsi t\u00eb plot\u00eb. Por poeti i kishte pikasur me koh\u00eb dhe vazhdimisht i vinte n\u00eb loj\u00eb\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cBabi ishte magjistar i madh, magjistar n\u00eb kuptimin q\u00eb zot\u00ebronte gjith\u00e7ka, \u00e7far\u00eb e rrethonte. Dhe babi thoshte: \u201cKur shikoj, un\u00eb shikoj edhe nga mbrapa\u201d. Dhe kjo ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026Babi ishte nj\u00eb qenie e jasht\u00ebzakonshme. Kur shkonte mbrapa kalas\u00eb, thoshte: \u201cUn\u00eb e shikoj q\u00eb ata m\u00eb gjurmojn\u00eb. Po le t\u00eb gjurmojn\u00eb. Ngaq\u00eb futem n\u00ebp\u00ebr shkurreta, ata nuk m\u00eb ndjekin dot, atje ku futem un\u00eb..\u201d, sepse ata rr\u00ebzoheshin\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u00eb vitin 1974 ne mor\u00ebm edhe qenin, Cucin. Babi e merrte edhe Cucin me vete dhe Cuci ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb edhe u l\u00ebshohej atyre, lehte sepse Cuci nuk e dinte q\u00eb ata ishin njer\u00ebzit e Sigurimit t\u00eb Shtetit. Por babi sigurisht q\u00eb e dinte.. Por kjo ishte edhe nj\u00eb far\u00eb loje, sepse babi g\u00ebzohej q\u00eb ata s\u2019kishin p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbuluar ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb dhe ai ishte m\u00ebsuar me injoranc\u00ebn e tyre. Ai donte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte pun\u00ebn e vet, t\u00eb shikonte liqenin q\u00eb atje ku ishte\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sidoqoft\u00eb ata burra misterioz\u00eb, t\u00eb kamufluar n\u00eb m\u00ebnyra nga m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshmet nuk do t\u2019i shqiteshin poetit. Ata do t\u00eb gjenin m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn ti hynin deri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, madje edhe n\u00eb bodrum, por edhe n\u00eb bibliotek\u00ebn e tij, ku ai ruante nj\u00eb arkiv\u00eb t\u00eb pasur me dor\u00ebshkrime, foto e dokumente t\u00eb shumta. \u00c7far\u00eb shkruhej vall\u00eb n\u00eb ato dor\u00ebshkrime n\u00eb gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb huaja? Rreth k\u00ebsaj pyetje silleshin dyshimet dhe planet e survejimit n\u00eb zyrat e Sigurimit t\u00eb Shtetit.<\/p>\n

\u201cAsgj\u00eb nuk i shp\u00ebtonte Sigurimit t\u00eb Shtetit n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. T\u00eb dukej sikur gj\u00ebrat ecnin normal dhe sikur ishin t\u00eb qeta, por Sigurimi i Shtetit absolutisht donte t\u00eb dinte se \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e k\u00ebtij njeriu. Dhe kishte d\u00ebgjuar se ky njeri paska nj\u00eb arkiv, por sinqerisht, ata as q\u00eb e dinin se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte ky arkiv. Sikurse ka \u00e7do njeri i kulturuar, sikurse kan\u00eb pasur edhe shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb kulturuar n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, arkivin e vet, ashtu sikurse ka \u00e7do familje, ato ishin dokumente, fotografi, t\u00eb mbledhura gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb viteve t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb babit, t\u00eb cilat ishin pasuri komb\u00ebtare, nuk hidhnin drit\u00eb vet\u00ebm mbi jet\u00ebn e babit.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sigurimit t\u00eb Shtetit i erdhi \u201czogu n\u00eb dor\u00eb\u201d kur u rrit\u00ebm ne. Kur ne do t\u00eb shkonim n\u00ebp\u00ebr shkolla, dhe pastaj, pasi mbaruam shkollat, kur do t\u00eb em\u00ebroheshim n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Sigurimi i Shtetit b\u00ebri edhe nj\u00eb hap t\u00eb madh k\u00ebtu, sepse Lasgushi q\u00eb kishte vuajtur t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb shkolla n\u00ebp\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha vendet e Evrop\u00ebs, nuk mund ta mendonte kurr\u00eb q\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb rrinin pa shkoll\u00eb. Dhe q\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij nuk do t\u00eb b\u00ebnin shkoll\u00eb, ai e ndiente q\u00eb ishte vet\u00ebm hakmarrje kund\u00ebr k\u00ebtij njeriu, sepse f\u00ebmij\u00ebt nuk kishin faj. \u201cF\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi\u201d, \u2013 thoshte ai, \u2013 \u201cn\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishin f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e ndonj\u00eb komunisti apo t\u00eb nj\u00eb drejtori drejtorie, sigurisht q\u00eb do t\u00eb shkonin t\u00eb studionin atje ku t\u00eb kishin qejf, por ata duan t\u00eb hakmerren me mua, se \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb kafshimi i nj\u00eb qeni t\u00eb fort\u00eb e t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm, sesa t\u00eb t\u00eb pickojn\u00eb p\u00ebrdit\u00eb qindra mushkonja\u201d. K\u00ebshtu ishte e nd\u00ebrtuar jeta jon\u00eb nga m\u00ebrzitjet e k\u00ebtyre njer\u00ebzve, q\u00eb na e nxinin e na e b\u00ebnin ferr\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Miqt\u00eb e dyshimt\u00eb, q\u00eb na hynin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cSigurimi i Shtetit ishte shum\u00eb vigjilent dhe ata njer\u00ebz q\u00eb i fuste n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb, i fuste gjoja si miq, sikur na donin, sikur donin poezit\u00eb e babit tim, kur ishin femra i fuste gjoja si shoqet tona, p\u00ebr t\u00eb ditur se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebhej n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb. K\u00ebta njer\u00ebz, pasi mbaruan misionet e tyre, u larguan, ik\u00ebn sapo vdiq babi sepse nuk kishin m\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb t\u2019i tregonin Sigurimit t\u00eb Shtetit. E mbaruan misionin e tyre dhe u larguan duke nxjerr\u00eb pretendime t\u00eb ndryshme. Nj\u00ebra nga ato femrat q\u00eb hynte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb, arriti t\u00eb hynte deri tek arkivi i babit tim. Vazhdimisht nat\u00ebn merrte letra dhe dokumente nga arkivi, me arsyen se do t\u2019i kopjonte, dhe me siguri i \u00e7onte n\u00eb deg\u00eb. Se duhej ta dinin patjet\u00ebr injorant\u00ebt e deg\u00ebs se \u00e7far\u00eb shkruhej aty edhe pse ishin n\u00eb gjermanisht dhe n\u00eb 17 gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb tjera. Edhe ajo q\u00eb i merrte nuk ishte m\u00eb e zgjuar se ata. Ku shkuan ata njer\u00ebz, pse u zhduk\u00ebn?<\/em><\/p>\n

Pas viteve \u201990, pasi kishte vdekur babi, nj\u00eb person nga k\u00ebta q\u00eb na vinin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, vjen dhe na thot\u00eb: \u201cUn\u00eb kam qen\u00eb i Sigurimit t\u00eb Shtetit\u201d. \u201cPo si e thua k\u00ebshtu?\u201d, \u2013 i thash\u00eb un\u00eb. \u201cPo ja, po e them tani se kan\u00eb ndryshuar koh\u00ebrat dhe un\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb tuaj kam ardhur me mision dhe prandaj kam kontrolluar bodrumin sepse m\u00eb than\u00eb se n\u00eb zon\u00ebn ku ishte sht\u00ebpia juaj d\u00ebgjohej nj\u00eb radio transmetuese. Dhe un\u00eb kontrollova se mos e kishit futur ju te bodrumi juaj dhe raportova n\u00eb deg\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kishte gj\u00eb\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

2 prill 1975. Lasgushi pik\u00ebllohet: \u201cDo t\u00eb m\u00eb pushkatojn\u00eb Cucin\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb prej dashurive t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb Lasgushit ishte qeni i tij Cuci, t\u00eb cilin e kishte marr\u00eb n\u00eb vitin 1974. Kjo kone e bukur e bardh\u00eb, i kishte rr\u00ebmbyer atij zemr\u00ebn. Ishin b\u00ebr\u00eb miq t\u00eb pandar\u00eb. Ai i besonte Cucit gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb i trazonte shpirtin. N\u00eb sh\u00ebtitjet e pazakonte n\u00eb kalan\u00eb e Pogdracit, n\u00eb prehjen e or\u00ebve t\u00eb vona, buz\u00eb liqenit, n\u00eb \u00e7do fragment jete, dhe n\u00eb \u00e7do histori\u2026Cuci kishte vendin e tij. Ai ishte me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb shum\u00eb i vyer p\u00ebr t\u00eb!<\/p>\n

Por nj\u00eb dit\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri zem\u00ebrkeq me kostum partiak shoq\u00ebruar me polic\u00eb t\u00eb armatosur, kishte organizuar nj\u00eb aksion n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e poetit p\u00ebr ti rr\u00ebmbyer qenin e p\u00ebr t\u2019ia pushkatuar si \u201cqen pa leje\u201d!!<\/p>\n

Ishte 2 prill 1975. Ajo dit\u00eb dhe dy dit\u00ebt q\u00eb e pasojn\u00eb kan\u00eb qen\u00eb shkat\u00ebrruese p\u00ebr Lasgushin. N\u00eb ditarin e tij zbulohen gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjet e poetit plak e t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb, duke rendur zyrave t\u00eb regjimit, d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimisht, n\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje p\u00ebr t\u00eb shp\u00ebtur konk\u00ebn e tij\u2026.<\/p>\n

\u201cBabi ishte n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, me rrobat e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Ata erdh\u00ebn, ishin 4-5 burra, un\u00eb i mbaj mend. Ne Cucin e mbanim posht\u00eb te shkall\u00ebt. Cuci ishte rreth 1 vje\u00e7. Dhe \u00e7far\u00eb skene ishte aty, kur babi i lutej dhe qante duke u th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cMos ma merrni\u201d. U lutej 5 gomar\u00ebve q\u00eb erdh\u00ebn aty me pushk\u00eb, q\u00eb as e dinin se kush ishte ky. Babi i thoshte: \u201cMos ma merr se un\u00eb do t\u00eb marr let\u00ebr ku t\u00eb duash ti. Mos ma merr se un\u00eb e mbaj t\u00eb lidhur. Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb 1 vje\u00e7. Shiko sa i vog\u00ebl \u00ebsht\u00eb\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Por ata e zgjidh\u00ebn Cucin dhe ai k\u00ebrcente se kujtonte se do ta nxirrnin jasht\u00eb. Cuci nuk e dinte q\u00eb do ta pushkatonin. Ata e fut\u00ebn te makina e qenve, te nj\u00eb karroc\u00eb qensh, d.m.th. Cuci ishte njer\u00ebzori aty se qent\u00eb ishin ata. E fut\u00ebn Cucin aty dhe e mor\u00ebn bashk\u00eb me qent\u00eb e tjer\u00eb q\u00eb i kishin pushkatuar. Aty pastaj fillon i gjith\u00eb kalvari i ngjarjes q\u00eb ka p\u00ebrshkruar babi. Por skena kur ai i lutej, kur qante para tyre, plak, me flok\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, ishte e tmerrshme. Un\u00eb, motra, mami, qanim t\u00eb gjitha. Ata g\u00ebzoheshin.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Maria lexon disa fragmente nga ditari q\u00eb na ka l\u00ebn\u00eb Lasgushi mbi k\u00ebt\u00eb ngjarje q\u00eb e ka tronditur deri n\u00eb caqet e fundit t\u00eb qenies.<\/p>\n

\u201cIshte sekretari i K\u00ebshillit t\u00eb Lagjes nr 1 me nj\u00eb polic dhe dy t\u00eb tjer\u00eb me pushk\u00eb. Than\u00eb: \u201cKemi urdh\u00ebr t\u2019i vrasim qent\u00eb!\u201d Un\u00eb ju luta me 1000 t\u00eb lutura t\u00eb m\u2019a l\u00ebn\u00eb 2-3 dit\u00eb, t\u00eb marr lej\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u2019a vrasin. Ata nuk pranuan n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb. E mbanja Cucin si\u00e7 ish i lidhur, me rrypin e tij posht\u00eb shkall\u00ebve, m\u2019a rr\u00ebmbyen eg\u00ebrsisht. Megjithq\u00eb polici i tha sekretarit t\u00eb m\u2019a len\u00eb k\u00ebto 2-3 dit\u00eb, sekretari nj\u00eb individ zem\u00ebr ashp\u00ebr, dha urdh\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u2019a marrin. Zbriti polici posht\u00eb ne \u201cCuci\u201d m\u2019a mori megjith rryp dhe me gjith hallk\u00ebn e rrypit prej s\u00eb cil\u00ebs i vinja rrypin \u201cCuci-t\u201d kur e sh\u00ebtisnja nga pak n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes dhe m\u00eb darke\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

Pasi m\u2019a rr\u00ebmbyen \u201cCuci-n\u201d n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb kaq t\u00eb eg\u00ebr, zura t\u00eb qaj, sbrita posht\u00eb shkall\u00ebve ku e mbanja lidhur me rrypk\u00ebn e tij elegante\u2026dhe m\u2019u shkreh zemra dhe zura t\u00eb qaj me lot p\u00ebr \u201cCuci-n\u201d, puthnja peron\u00ebn ku kapnja rrypin, puthnja safk\u00ebn e ujit ku i shtinja uj\u00eb t\u00eb fresk\u00ebt, putha 2-3 her\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb her\u00eb en\u00ebn ku i shtinja t\u00eb haj\u00eb \u201cCucit\u201d dhe qanja me psher\u00ebtim\u00eb. Kaq shum\u00eb m\u2019u dhemb \u201cCuci\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Pasi m\u2019a muarr Cucin dhe e vun\u00eb n\u00eb karroc\u00eb dhe u larguan 60-70 hapa prej meje, u vesha shpejt dhe ju vajta pas dhe i gjeta n\u00eb nj\u00eb rrugic\u00eb pran\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u2019ime, i-u luta me shum\u00eb t\u00eb lutura p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, t\u00eb m\u2019a len\u00eb pa e vrar\u00eb, i-u thash\u00eb t\u00eb vete ne Sekretari i Komitetit t\u00eb Partis\u00eb s\u00eb rrethit Manush Myftiu, do vete ne Sekretari i Komitetit Ekzekutiv t\u00eb Rrethit, do vete n\u00eb Seksionin e Sh\u00ebndetsis\u00eb t\u00eb marr leje p\u00ebr konk\u00ebn, por ata nuk m\u2019a pranuan lutjen\u2026 Ardha menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, dhe megjithq\u00eb jam i s\u00ebmur\u00eb prej 17 Janarit gjer m\u00eb sot i shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb shtrat, u vesha dhe shpejt mora Marien me mua, vajta me autobus gjer n\u00eb Komitetin ekzekutiv\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u00eb ditarine tij, Lasgushi p\u00ebrshkruan gjith\u00eb ankthin e asaj dite e t\u00eb dit\u00ebve n\u00eb vijim p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur nj\u00eb shp\u00ebtim p\u00ebr konk\u00ebn e tij n\u00eb zyrat e regjimit. Ai shpjegon se kishte shkuar n\u00eb Komitetin e Partis\u00eb, por s\u2019kish gjetur zgjidhje. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen kishte shkuar n\u00eb Ministrin\u00eb e Sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsis\u00eb, pasi i ishte lutur Drit\u00ebro Agollit n\u00eb Lidhjen e Shkrimtar\u00ebve. Sipas rregullave Cuci kishte vet\u00ebm 3 dit\u00eb koh\u00eb. Dita e par\u00eb kishte ikur, e dyta vijonte me p\u00ebrpjekje.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb Minsitrin\u00eb e Sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsis\u00eb ishin gati t\u2019ia jepnin lejen p\u00ebr qenin. Ajo leje do ta shp\u00ebtonte Cucin nga pushkatimi. Por duhej dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb firm\u00eb nga vetereneri, e ai nuk ishte. Lasgushit I duhej t\u00eb shkonte ti lutej s\u00ebrish sekretarit t\u00eb k\u00ebshillit t\u00eb lagjes, atij q\u00eb ia kish behur me arm\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, p\u00ebr t\u2019i rr\u00ebmbyer qenin. Ti lutej s\u00ebrish sa t\u00eb merrte lej\u00ebn e n\u00ebnshkruar nga veterineri. E kjo kish gjas\u00eb t\u00eb ndodhte vet\u00ebm t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen dit\u00ebn e fundit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb Cucit. A do t\u00eb arrinte vall\u00eb n\u00eb koh\u00eb ta ndalonte pushkatimin? Historia n\u00eb zyrat e regjimit do vijonte nj\u00ebsoj edhe dit\u00ebn e tret\u00eb, por n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast do t\u00eb shquante nj\u00eb zgjidhje\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cThash\u00eb t\u2019i them Kryetarit t\u00eb Kom. Ekz., Kryetari s\u2019ish. Komiteti ka 4 z\u00ebv\u00ebnd\u00ebs-kryetar\u00eb. Trokita te nj\u00ebri, s\u2019isht. Trokita n\u00eb der\u00eb t\u00eb tjetrit, tha \u201chyr\u00eb\u201d. Ky quheshe Hektor Konomi. J\u2019u luta t\u2019i thot\u00eb veterinerit t\u00eb urdh\u00ebroj\u00eb mospushkatimin e qenit. Hektor Konomi passi m\u00eb pranoj dhe m\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi me shum\u00eb kujdes, u ngrit, vajti vet\u00eb n\u00eb katin posht\u00eb ku \u00ebsht\u00eb zyra e doktorit veterinar dhe ardhi m\u00eb tha: \u201cecni posht\u00eb t\u00eb merrni Lejen prej veterinerit q\u00eb t\u00eb mos ekzekutojn\u00eb konen tuaj.<\/em><\/p>\n

Vajta mora Lej\u00ebn, q\u00eb atje vajta n\u00eb Repartin e Komunales s\u00eb Tiran\u00ebs, mora prej p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsit t\u00eb Repartit, njoftimin me shkrim q\u00eb i b\u00ebnte p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi mbajt\u00ebsit t\u00eb qenve t\u00eb kapur: \u201cShoku Riza jepi Profesorit qenin e tij mbasi ka marr\u00eb lej\u00eb nga Komiteti Ekzekutiv\u201d N\u00eb kulmin e g\u00ebzimit vajta mora \u201cCucin\u201d\u2026 Cuci sapo m\u00eb pa i-u shk\u00ebput jevgut prej krah\u00ebve dhe u v\u00ebrsul drejt meje, si e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhela 2-3 sekonda, i dhash\u00eb 1 qofte t\u2019a haj\u00eb, Cuci, prej g\u00ebzimit, nuk e hante qoften, pastaj, si i dhash\u00eb prap\u00eb, e h\u00ebngri, i dhash\u00eb edhe qoften e dyt\u00eb, s\u2019desh t\u2019a haj\u00eb prej g\u00ebzimit q\u00eb m\u00eb pa p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, pas disa sekondash p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheljeje, i dhash\u00eb prap\u00eb t\u2019a haj\u00eb, i dhash\u00eb edhe t\u00eb tret\u00ebn, t\u00eb tret\u00ebn s\u2019e h\u00ebngri nga g\u00ebzimi, e mora qoften n\u00eb let\u00ebr dhe u nisa me \u201cCucin\u201d p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Isha i lodhur, i k\u00ebputur\u2026. \u201c<\/em><\/p>\n

Maria kujton se kur u kthye n\u00eb shtypi e gjet\u00ebn t\u00eb atin me gjith\u00eb qenin. Ishte I lumtur. Kishte treguar se I kishin dh\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb leje. Por edhe leja ishte vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr nj\u00eb vit.<\/p>\n

\u201cKomunizmi ishte sistemi i pikatoreve. Lejen ia kishin dh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb vit. Dhe pastaj filloi nj\u00eb tmerr tjet\u00ebr se mbaroi leja dhe kishim frik\u00eb se mos na e merrnin prap\u00eb. D.m.th. vazhdimisht e mbanin n\u00eb ankth, vazhdimisht i shqet\u00ebsuar. E p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cEnver Hoxha ka dit\u00eblindjen, shkruaj nj\u00eb vjersh\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb!\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

A mund t\u00eb shkruante Lasgush Poradeci poezi p\u00ebr Enver Hoxh\u00ebn? Diktatori nuk meritonte as t\u00eb artikulohej si em\u00ebr n\u00eb goj\u00ebn e k\u00ebtij poetit. Maria thot\u00eb se Lasgushi nuk ia p\u00ebrmendi kurr\u00eb, asnj\u00ebher\u00eb emrin Enver Hoxh\u00ebs. E quante thjesht\u00eb \u201cAy\u201d. Por drejtuesit e regjimit kishin pritur me durim. Ishte koha kur dy vajzat e poetit ishin rritur e do t\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin t\u00eb shkolloheshin e m\u00eb von\u00eb edhe t\u00eb pun\u00ebsoheshin. Ata e dinin q\u00eb vajzat ishin pika e dob\u00ebt e k\u00ebtij babai q\u00eb e vler\u00ebsonte shkollimin si rrall\u00eb kush n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. Dhe e dinin sa zem\u00ebrbut\u00eb qe ai, kur b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb q\u00eb regjimi t\u00eb nd\u00ebshkonte t\u00eb bijat, vet\u00ebm e vet\u00ebm, p\u00ebr t\u2019u hakmarr\u00eb ndaj tij.<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u00eb kujtohet nj\u00eb her\u00eb, kan\u00eb qen\u00eb vitet 1978-1979, me duket se ishte muaji gusht, erdh\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb njer\u00ebz nga Komiteti i Partis\u00eb. Pasi ndenj\u00ebn pak, i than\u00eb babit q\u00eb \u201ctani po vjen 16 tetori, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb festa e shokut Enver, dat\u00eblindja, dhe ju do t\u00eb b\u00ebni nj\u00eb poezi p\u00ebr shokun Enver\u201d. Pastaj ata u larguan. At\u00eb nat\u00eb babi ishte shum\u00eb i shqet\u00ebsuar. Hynte, dilte, nervozohej, b\u00ebrtiste, dhe un\u00eb me motr\u00ebn q\u00eb ishim t\u00eb dyja n\u00eb Pogradec sepse mami ishte n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, nuk e kuptonim se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb pistolet\u00eb posht\u00eb jast\u00ebkut\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

Askush nuk mund t\u00eb dij\u00eb ekzakt\u00ebsisht se \u00e7far\u00eb kaloi at\u00eb nat\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr mend poeti. Lasgush Poradeci ishte urdh\u00ebruar n\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre t\u00eb b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb poezi p\u00ebr diktatorin. Donte apo nuk donte ai, s\u00eb shpejti do t\u2019i k\u00ebrkonte regjimit shkoll\u00eb p\u00ebr vajzat e tij. Por a mund t\u00eb \u00e7eleshin kanatet e bot\u00ebs s\u00eb tij magjike, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb figur\u00eb q\u00eb ai e refuzonte, e mbante larg gjith\u00eb mendimeve t\u00eb tij. At\u00eb nat\u00eb me \u00e7\u2019duket poeti kishte \u00e7uar nd\u00ebr mend edhe vetvrasjen. Dhe kjo gj\u00eb nuk i kishte shp\u00ebtuar Sigurimit t\u00eb Shtetit.<\/p>\n

\u201cN\u00eb m\u00ebngjes kur u ngrit babi, un\u00eb shkova p\u00ebr t\u2019i rregulluar krevatin dhe kur ngrita jast\u00ebkun, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb pistolet\u00eb. T\u00eb dyja me motr\u00ebn u tmerruam dhe e ruajt\u00ebm k\u00ebt\u00eb ngjarje t\u00eb trishtuar n\u00eb shpirtin ton\u00eb sepse nuk kuptonim asgj\u00eb.<\/em><\/p>\n

Kostandina e pyeti: \u201cBaba \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo?\u201d. Dhe ai u justifikua duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cM\u00eb dukej sikur do t\u00eb vinin p\u00ebr t\u00eb na vjedhur. Dhe un\u00eb e mbajta p\u00ebr t\u2019u ruajtur nga hajdut\u00ebt\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Por pas ca koh\u00ebsh, nj\u00ebra q\u00eb na hiqej si mikesh\u00eb dhe q\u00eb futej n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb, na tha q\u00eb \u201cLasgushi at\u00eb nat\u00eb ka dashur t\u00eb vras\u00eb veten.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ku e dinte ajo? Pra, ai ruhej dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb vinin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb jepnin informacione n\u00eb deg\u00eb.<\/em><\/p>\n

Babi gjithmon\u00eb thoshte: \u201cNj\u00eb vdekje ka, dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb vdes at\u00ebher\u00eb kur nuk e shikoj m\u00eb se mund t\u00eb vazhdoj. Un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb shkoj n\u00eb burg, q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb posht\u00ebrojn\u00eb ata, se ata t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb burgosurit i kan\u00eb posht\u00ebruar, i kan\u00eb p\u00ebshtyr\u00eb, i kan\u00eb rrahur. Dhe m\u00eb e mira \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb vras veten\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Pas viteve \u201990, vjen nj\u00eb person, q\u00eb edhe ky hiqej si mik i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, dhe thot\u00eb q\u00eb: \u201cAt\u00eb pistolet\u00ebn q\u00eb ka Lasgushi e dua un\u00eb sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb arm\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr, dekorative\u201d. Ku e dinte ai q\u00eb babi im kishte pistolet\u00eb? Ku e dinte? Pra ata dinin gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb b\u00ebhej n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb. Nuk di pse u larguan dhe nuk erdh\u00ebn m\u00eb p\u00ebr ta k\u00ebrkuar at\u00eb vjersh\u00ebn p\u00ebr Enver Hoxh\u00ebn, q\u00eb ishte kot. A ndoshta se do ta b\u00ebnin m\u00eb shum\u00eb mit Lasgushin, a ndoshta se shkuan e i than\u00eb q\u00eb ai po vret veten, a ndoshta nj\u00eb fuqi tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb nuk di ta shpjegoj, por ata nuk erdh\u00ebn m\u00eb dhe nuk e k\u00ebrkuan. Por, ditari e tregon qart\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb nxirje jete i b\u00ebnin ata\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cNuk shkruaj p\u00ebr at\u00eb, un\u00eb jam poeti i p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsis\u00eb\u2026\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Maria e tregon me pasazhe mjaft dometh\u00ebn\u00ebse raportin e poetit me diktatorin, gj\u00eb q\u00eb shpjegon se bota e tij prej gjeniu ishte vite drit\u00eb larg bot\u00ebs s\u00eb k\u00ebtij diktatori vdekatar, q\u00eb s\u2019linte asgj\u00eb pas n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb ve\u00e7 krimeve dhe lig\u00ebsive.<\/p>\n

\u201cBabai na thoshte: \u201cUn\u00eb e kuptoj q\u00eb shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra juve nuk ju ecin, prej meje, se ju nuk keni faj, por tani jeni t\u00eb vogla dhe nuk e kuptoni, por ju do ta kuptoni m\u00eb von\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb babai keni dhe ju nuk duhet ta harroni kurr\u00eb q\u00eb jeni vajzat e Lasgush Poradecit. Un\u00eb nuk b\u00ebhem dot baba tjet\u00ebr. Un\u00eb nuk shkruaj p\u00ebr at\u00eb dhe as f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi nuk ia jap atij, por, n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se un\u00eb shkruaj p\u00ebr at\u00eb, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb q\u00eb kur t\u00eb ngordh\u00eb ai, do t\u00eb ngordh\u00eb dhe vepra ime. E un\u00eb jam poeti i p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsis\u00eb\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Kurr\u00eb s\u2019ia ka p\u00ebrmendur. Kurr\u00eb. Emri i Enver Hoxh\u00ebs nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrmendur kurr\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb. Kur ishte ndonj\u00eb rast q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb fliste, thoshte \u201cay\u201d. Edhe kur vdiq, ai e harroi. Sapo i tham\u00eb ne q\u00eb \u201cbaba, ai vdiq\u201d, pas gjysm\u00eb ore e harroi. Na shikonte mua dhe motr\u00ebn q\u00eb po shihnim televizor dhe na pyeste: \u201cPo \u00e7far\u00eb po b\u00ebni?\u201d. Ne i thoshim: \u201cPo ka vdekur ay, baba, ka vdekur\u201d. U p\u00ebrgjigj: \u201cAa, nuk e dija, e kisha harruar\u201d. Atij nuk i interesonte fare ai njeri. Fare.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Babi thoshte gjithmon\u00eb: \u201cUn\u00eb jam i pavdeksh\u00ebm. K\u00ebta do t\u00eb ikin, do shkojn\u00eb, kurse un\u00eb jam i p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm. Un\u00eb do rroj, jam i pavdeksh\u00ebm\u201d. Ashtu sikurse n\u00eb nj\u00eb let\u00ebr q\u00eb i shkruan Asdrenit ku i thot\u00eb: \u201cVjersh\u00ebtori nuk rron jet\u00ebn e vet t\u00eb vdekur, rron jet\u00ebn e pavdekur t\u00eb kombit t\u00eb vet\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dit\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb jet\u00ebs\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00cbsht\u00eb e trisht\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfytyrosh si ishin dit\u00ebt e fundit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb Lasgush Poradecit. Poeti i poet\u00ebve, magjistari i fjal\u00ebs, njeriu prej drite, q\u00eb fliste me zotin, nj\u00eb fat i rrall\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb komb, q\u00eb troket nj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb 1000 vjet, l\u00ebngoi n\u00eb varf\u00ebri, i s\u00ebmur\u00eb, i l\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00ebnjan\u00eb deri dit\u00ebn e fundit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij.<\/p>\n

\u201cBabi kishte shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb q\u00eb edhe un\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdoja p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsi. Por, at\u00eb vit q\u00eb un\u00eb mbarova gjimnazin, nuk kishte t\u00eb drejt\u00eb let\u00ebrsie Tirana, vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb e drejt\u00eb studimi ishte dhe kjo iu dha Ardian Klosit, djalit t\u00eb Bilbil Klosit. Me zor, mua m\u00eb \u00e7uan p\u00ebr veterinari dhe pastaj e ndryshuan, m\u00eb \u00e7uan p\u00ebr ekonomik. Ishte nj\u00eb tmerr i madh. Ne n\u00eb familje nuk e dinim se kujt i thoshin ekonomik. Dhe babi m\u00eb tha: \u201cDo t\u00eb shkosh Mari, se pastaj do t\u00eb punosh n\u00eb ferm\u00eb. Do ta b\u00ebsh. Ata e b\u00ebjn\u00eb kastile. \u00c7upa e Lasgush Poradecit nuk mund t\u00eb studioj\u00eb dot gjuh\u00eb-let\u00ebrsi\u201d. Dhe un\u00eb u regjistrova n\u00eb ekonomik dhe e b\u00ebra. Kur mbarova shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb, gjoja se mami im ishte e s\u00ebmur\u00eb dhe un\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb raport, ata m\u00eb mbajt\u00ebn n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, por atje ku punoja un\u00eb nuk ishte Tirana, atje ishte nj\u00eb internim. Un\u00eb punoja te nd\u00ebrmarrja e asfaltimit t\u00eb rrug\u00ebve me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pun\u00ebtor\u00ebt e asfaltit.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ishim n\u00eb rr\u00ebz\u00eb t\u00eb Dajtit, n\u00eb disa nd\u00ebrtesa me pupulit. M\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb rrije n\u00eb burg se sa atje. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb vdiq edhe mami, Kostandina nuk ishte transferuar nga Pogradeci dhe un\u00eb kur shkoja e gjeja babin t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb. Nga puna nuk m\u00eb jepnin leje q\u00eb t\u00eb ikja. Ishte dim\u00ebr. I thosha: \u201cBaba mbulohu, mos e ndiz sob\u00ebn\u201d. Kisha frik\u00eb se digjej. Kur vija e gjeja t\u00eb mbuluar me jorgan. Kujdesesha p\u00ebr t\u00eb, ndizja sob\u00ebn, i jepja drek\u00ebn, d.m.th. e harroja veten time, jo m\u00eb t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr martes\u00eb, t\u00eb g\u00ebzoja edhe un\u00eb rinin\u00eb e jet\u00ebn. Ishte e pamundur. Dhe njer\u00ebzit g\u00ebzoheshin se injorant\u00ebt k\u00ebshtu jan\u00eb, i g\u00ebzojn\u00eb vuajtjet e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nuk mund t\u00eb merrje asnj\u00eb grua apo infermiere p\u00ebr t\u2019i sh\u00ebrbyer se ishin shfaqje t\u00eb huaja. At\u00ebher\u00eb jetonim me tallona. Atij i duhej pak mish. Tallonin q\u00eb merrnim ia raciononim atij. Ai nuk e kuptonte se s\u2019kishte buk\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb n\u00eb dyqan, na thoshte: \u201cJu nuk doni t\u00eb m\u00eb blini\u201d. Shkoja n\u00ebp\u00ebr restorante, ku mund t\u00eb kishte ndonj\u00eb panine. Nj\u00eb tmerr. Kemi jetuar n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, por nj\u00eblloj sikur t\u00eb ishim t\u00eb internuar. Sigurimi i Shtetit, q\u00eb na kishte n\u00eb sy, k\u00ebt\u00eb b\u00ebri, q\u00eb t\u00eb dukeshim q\u00eb ishim aty, q\u00eb nuk ishin hakmarr\u00eb me Lasgushin, por ama, na e kishin nxir\u00eb jet\u00ebn aty ku ishim\u2026\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Lasgush Poradeci i mbylli syt\u00eb me 12 n\u00ebntor 1987. Por e dhe pse ai u nda nga jeta, n\u00eb kuptimin e plot\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj fjale, pas gati gjysm\u00ebshekulli q\u00eb regjimi e kishte shpallur t\u00eb vdekur si poet, s\u00ebrish nj\u00eb djall\u00ebzi e \u00e7uditshme do t\u00eb zot\u00ebronte edhe n\u00eb p\u00ebrcjelljen e fundit.<\/p>\n

Maria na tregon njoftimin e vdekjes s\u00eb poetit vendosur nga Lidhja e Shkrimtar\u00ebve. N\u00eb t\u00eb shkruhet:<\/p>\n

Lajm\u00ebrim<\/em>
\nMe hidh\u00ebrim t\u00eb madh lajm\u00ebrojm\u00eb vdekjen e babait ton\u00eb t\u00eb dashur LAZGUSH PORADECI, vje\u00e7 88. Homazhet b\u00ebhen pran\u00eb Lidhjes s\u00eb Shkrimtar\u00ebve dhe Artist\u00ebve, ora 12.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nisja p\u00ebr n\u00eb Poradec ora\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

KOMISIONI.<\/em>
\n\u00c7\u2019ishte ky lajm\u00ebrim? A thua se Lasgushi ishte babai i Komisionit? Madje edhe emrin ia kane shkruar me Z jo me S. Maria thot\u00eb se e gjitha ishte nj\u00eb fars\u00eb. Askush nga Lidhja e Shkrimtar\u00ebve nuk shkeli n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Lasgushit p\u00ebr ngush\u00ebllim. As edhe nj\u00eb telegram ngush\u00ebllimi nuk ju d\u00ebrgua dy vajzave t\u00eb poetit. Madje para ceremonis\u00eb administratori i Lidhjes kishte shkuar t\u00eb merrte dekoratat e poetit, sipas rregullave t\u00eb ceremonialit, dhe kur e bija i kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb se Lasgushi nuk ksihte asnj\u00eb dekorat\u00eb p\u00ebr be, i \u00e7uditur ai kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cSi nuk ka asnje dekorat\u00eb? Po, \u00e7fare \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo, q\u00eb po b\u00ebjn\u00eb k\u00ebta? Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb ky?\u201d \/lapsi.al\/
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